Whatever it is that you know and wonder about as consciousness or awareness is the refraction of nameless being through human reality - as ought to be entirely clear since that is the frame in which all experience occurs. And here human means no more and no less than the language by which whatever reflection is possible is made and endlessly blossoms, in and out of time. But you are yourself and not the entirety of humanity. There is no other way for humanity to be than through such as you, and so to include every last vagary and twist of individual psychology, the infinite peculiarity, which therefore can't belong to you as you are the instrument through which it sounds, the coloured glass, and can't by that very nature possess yourself.