What you call experiencing falls almost entirely within the semiotic: something means something else - but there aren't two things only this strange operation of meaning, ongoing signification, the peeling away or de-realisation of one moment to throw forth an image of another, but as an event all tangled up with similar events more or less distantly echoing other, significations originating in other realities, recognised and unrecognised. As if it all evolves out of one difference where something is identically being and consciousness, an impossible forking or unzipping of two realms entirely closed to each other. Consciousness is precisely the negation of being, but at the same time it is, and being is full, is closed positivity, allowing no negation whatsoever.