Waking at 4 a.m. you feel a little crazy, but in fact you are both more intelligent and more emotionally intelligent than in waking life. What is the difference? The world is far more porous, there are holes, gaps everywhere you look and you must consciously question what might be behind them. Knowing this you still cannot will this perception in day light, it is a gift of the night, the dissolution of the stuff of self that smooths out every perspective.