The things that you think about and the ways you develop them are taken up from a limited range of choices, are expressions of limitation at the same time as being dependent on an implicit free reflectvity. The limitation becomes ever more apparent as time goes by, and itself becomes the object of a passive awareness. As the dialectical resolutions of this negation are foreclosed you are able to step aside as the subject of refection, which is simply there free from all investment of a self now melted away with all the rest of the thoughts. This is the way into a strangeness beyond the operations of meaning.