Your experience, in its keenest and most personal aspect, the existential distillation of fronting, as it were, a lifetime, is both entirely yours, is 'ownmost', and also belongs not in the least to you but to the unknown being, the absolute event, of your life. In its former truth it is only a function of memory and mind and is soon reabsorbed into the world, but in the latter it is outside of time and a unique facet of the nameless.