You are not the experiencing and this is understood in that you feel that you have all-around power over it, if not always to change it, knead it, refract it, then at least to nudge it. This feeling is however deceptive, it is a defense against the gap between you are your appearance rather than its expression. You only discover the freedoms that correspond to what you are able to do, to positive agencies rather than to possible agencies. It is the functionalist error and can persist indefinitely. The opening is there but not with but against anything you can perform or intend.