That subjectivation is an inevitable and inescapable result of language or related overarching structures is merely the latest form of metaphysics. You know more and more, have multiple overlapping accounts, physical, psychological, aesthetic, social political etc., all of which add to an immense sway of determination, of bondage. The broken impossible subject is the subject par excellence. All of these are motivated by the guiding question, what is it? That all of this works as it does is because you cannot yet ask what grounds it, to do so is foreclosed, taboo, obscene from within this understanding, as if you are attempting to give birth to yourself. Nonetheless, this question cannot be prevented, to do so would be to admit it. It is of a different dimension which passes through the other space as if it weren't there, as if there is no 'Da' there.