Your identity, in the sense of your singleness, your being the sole subject of your experience, is only relatively fixed. It is not a goal but a portal, and in order to pass through it you need to take back all of your projections. They are too bulky to go through that needle's eye. When you pass through it is only into another version of the same kind of structure, another way of having always been here, a restoration of memories immediately completed. How else can you move away from such contentment? From lack of any nagging desire, from being so perfectly wrapped up in your own emanations. To take back projections is to reclaim the other as yourself. You need to contract to the smallest possible point if only to pass through into a fresh expansion, a new donation of the the original gift. You can have no idea what will follow, all such notions are surrendered. Contentment is fine but not enough, perfect trust is needed as well. That's what goes on in each new horizon, new sphere.