Anxiety, fear, and the persistent gap between yourself and your experience are more typical evidences for an experiencing entity - where there are stakes there must be a player. But then it would be as if the colour was so strong that the eye soaked it up and was that colour all through, in which case it would no longer see anything at all. It is because the existential evidences are entirely within the experience that they can appear to be evidences - it only the rules of the game. It is always taken to be directed and so just as there is a direction toward there must be a direction from which, and that is how it goes for the idea of directedness. Think of experience not as happening to the experiencing but as happening on it. In the same way that a dream arises like a turbulence on the surface of dreamless deep and dark consciousness. All of this is appearing on consciousness, and as such there is no limit to the forms it can take. There is nothing that can limit consciousness not even itself - this is the astonishing truth that winks at you behind all phenomena and that must inevitably be realised.