But who's experience? To speak of experience as if it were the thing going on smacks of the the kind of inauthentic phraseology involved when people attempting detachment, or enlightenment signalling, say disingenuously, "experience is happening". This is not it at all, if anything is happening it is you. That you are the last thing you want to put into words doesn't mean you're not the first thing, unimaginably first - and that's precisely the problem, it can't be imagined, even as that is exactly what you imagine you are doing. This problem should not be solved, don't even pretend to solve it.