Experiencing naturally devolves a division between the experience and the experiencer, so that there is always a something to whom seemingly the experience is 'happening', but there is no experiencer that can be fixed as an object. There are in fact multiple experiencers which sit inside each other like Russian dolls. The deepest of these, or perhaps it is better to say the largest, has no relation to any narrativity in experience, it exerts no demand that experience be ordered, or have a development. It lies at the same remove from the experiencing at every stage of life, but this sunshine like quality may be reflected in the experiences more or less clearly at different times and stages of life.