You have an innate and absolute conviction of your being as timeless, spaceless, and of unbroken continuity, etc. Unfortunately this conviction, or call it a credit, is in a currency that is not accepted here in experience. There is no official exchange rate and no reliable unofficial one. The currency here is not granted, although it has a distincly 'fiat' flavour, but needs to be earned somehow, it is measured in effect and acknowledgement, in other words, it circulates through others, its entire value is exchange value.