There is only this present moment and yet you seem to stand just aside from a flowing present and to subtend the succession of its moments in a mysterious gathering of transcendental unity, so that inner experience might become fact, might become the present. This defines your latent psychic milieu where you pursue a passionate destiny. We are all passionate destinies with friction aforethought. It requires an idea, a fundamental unity in diversity or diversity in unity, but all of this, the idea itself, is just an aspect of the present moment and bears no power of connection. It's how you handle that first thought, the transcendental unity can't do what it purports to do but falsifies  presence birthing it so that it can appear to do so. There is no unity in the present because nothing here and now that needs to be unified, not two because not one.