The dissolution of ego ought not to entail ay sort of sudden shock or trauma, these can only be signs that the dissolution is incomplete or only imagined. It is rather the realisation that the ego never existed at all, that such an existence was ever at stake, and that you have always known it. A certain frame of reference has simply come back into its true bearings and everything within it is now clear - actually it is almost impossible to understand how it was otherwise, how its time and space apparently seemed to work.