Inside every experience there is a grain of affirmation, of accession of will. These are so in the flow of evets that seem prompted from outside that they are mostly overlooked. These 'grains' are fibres of the one timeless will and so are more apparent when you look back on past events whose occasions are forgotten and whose details are muddled, but they are the reason you can respond in feeing to those memories. This is one of the meanings of free-will and its shadow in guilt, shame and judgment, and for ultimate instance of truth. As if time is the medium for this timeless precipitate.