Your adherence to life will be tested. This goes back into the earliest dawn, everything that happened was out of your faith in life. or your detachment from it. You never quite trusted it, there was something vulgar about it, where its value was self-evident was where everyone could agree, where everyone was easily led. No, it's never been obvious at all; the best moments were half out of life, beauty, strangeness, impossible promptings. All power is in the life of the world, no matter how disorderly it grows, but your task is to wrest that other knowing right out from under it.