Ordinary mind is the misalignment of the centres of several parallel but very heterogenous modes of being: consciousness, desire and will (whose default is a constant frustration), feeling (somatic not moral), and thought. This misalignment is a felt lack and so where you are to be found in all of this is with desire and will. Worst is to be decentred from consciousness, a paradoxical parallax. This is what you try to correct by slowing down, by witnessing, but with little success.