There is a golden doorway behind experiencing. It is there for you to go through, but you precisely cannot go through it. Perhaps you passed through it once the other way to come into this experiencing and now it is a persistent mirage; it means that you are here. Everything you know is what prevents you from approaching it, your unworthiness which is real as anything here is not the problem since you must leave it behind. It's gold, it is a blessing, there is no obstacle, light shines from it; it is a persistent mirage, a product of the light, which is everywhere, the light by which experience glows.