Awareness of being or being of awareness or whatever you want to call it is morally neutral, does not form a habit, get better or worse, easier or harder or make any particular contribution to the issues of life. You can live well or badly, be wise and skillful or gauche and clumsy, in the former case you'll spend more time at home base without the tangles of unfinished business that will claim your attention in the latter. These are still immaterial to that other kind of knowledge whose key gesture can be made from anywhere in the circle, in spite of what you think it ought to be. There is never a moment when you can't wake to it, but that doesn't mean it isn't vanishingly rare. The point is that it has no valence and it not bound to most everything else which does.