Every designation or deixis (pointing) of 'that which is experience-experiencing' whether pragmatic or embodied, poetic, psychological or legal or existential is fully meaningful and therefore completely fails to snare its intended target. Intention is far too coarse, but apart from that gaping hole wonderfully subtle. Actually everything you purposefully do or desire is a way of trying to describe it, and so much of the interest in life is in the many ways this fails. It is completely this, utterly transparent and in plain sight, but you will never see it. One can only laugh, it is so delightfully absurd.