Untangling the knot of the heart would be endless labour, and likely with every loop undone a new loop would be tied somewhere else, since the very conception and desire for such work themselves are products of the very same projections into personhood and time by which it seems to be so real. The only solution would be to do away with the whole thing, the craggy perinatal landscape and its dependencies in one move. Consider only what it would be like to see it all opened up and emptied of even the possibility of identification. Would you be willing to let go of it, like an abandoned work, the immense sunk cost written off with a shrug, even if the chance was offered?