Naked speech, lyrical diction, the
oddly arresting speech of the heart is also a rhetorical form, the style
of language that expresses both the recognition of rhetoric and its
deliberate abandonment, and that appears to seek to evoke an answering
nakedness. There is a premium on this style, it produces an immediate
response, seeming to underwrite its own authenticity, and it is an
object of yearning and fear. Is it a reawakening of the wish to be in
the place where one can be fully understood, where one can be, as they
say,
fully oneself? Does this voice evoke an idea of
surrendering the burden of pretending, because the mask is no longer
needed, because it no longer serves any need? Or does it bring about a
change in consciousness, a recollection of how you got here and why? Or
is it merely the witness that you are in the presence of a true thing,
that you have been worthy of this truth, that you have helped to bring
it about - the true thing, no matter what its banal circumstances being
something sacred? Consciousness which for all its kaleidoscopic variety,
was hitherto taken to be made up of surfaces, like a series of pictures
or cinematic images, but is granted now to possess a mysterious
dimension of depth. This is the most imposing level of experience,
something you engage with not by thought or appetite, but with will on
the scale of life itself. And all of this shimmers behind even a facile
authenticity, such as we are all such connoisseurs and knowing critics
of.
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