His ready detachment from things and from human scenes placed him with the outsiders, an unexpectedly large band, but no community as he repeatedly found. In one phase these strive to use goodwill and denial to meld themselves back into society and many seem to succeed, more or less, even to the point of making a fashion statement of their own alienation. His efforts in this mode, eschewing such paradoxes, were less assertive and directed him towards certain attractive seeming archipelagos. The time he spent on them, however, was permeated with doubt as to his right to be there. All the kafkaesque nightmares could have been his, except he neither presumed himself innocent nor did he behave that way. His quiet and inevitable exile was always mutual, and finally he was as unable to blame himself as he was others, whether present or past, whether linked by accident or blood. There was no uncommunity, but there was an accomodation, never without its costs, to unaccomodatedness.
Wednesday, 16 September 2015
His ready detachment from things and from human scenes placed him with the outsiders, an unexpectedly large band, but no community as he repeatedly found. In one phase these strive to use goodwill and denial to meld themselves back into society and many seem to succeed, more or less, even to the point of making a fashion statement of their own alienation. His efforts in this mode, eschewing such paradoxes, were less assertive and directed him towards certain attractive seeming archipelagos. The time he spent on them, however, was permeated with doubt as to his right to be there. All the kafkaesque nightmares could have been his, except he neither presumed himself innocent nor did he behave that way. His quiet and inevitable exile was always mutual, and finally he was as unable to blame himself as he was others, whether present or past, whether linked by accident or blood. There was no uncommunity, but there was an accomodation, never without its costs, to unaccomodatedness.
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